morning worship

My retreat experience was amazing. Though difficult at times - totally worth it. To have so much quiet, so much focused time, so much time in the Word, was a true gift.

Each of the 2 mornings I had set aside time for us each to have our own worship time before the Lord. I encouraged everyone to bring an iPod filled with worship music so that everyone could worship on their own.

My first morning was so wonderful. I climbed into my top bunk after showering and getting ready for the day, iPod and Bible in hand. I listened to some worship music - it was if the Lord had picked it out for me. He reminded me of His love for me, He helped me take my eyes off myself and turn them to Him. As I turned off the music, He directed me to read Luke 8 - a story that had stood out to me in the last few weeks. It's the story of the immoral woman who weeps at Jesus' feet, and pours out worship to Him. The Lord opened me wide to hear the Word fresh again. I was so struck by her willingness to give everything she had - to be so seemingly foolish and worship so nakedly in front of those who despised her. I was struck by Jesus saying that those who are forgiven much also love much. I was struck by Jesus saying that her faith saved her.

As I read the story again... the Lord pulled together the things that He desired me to say as we prepared for our day of prayer. I had no idea what he wanted me to say until then. He brought to mind a dream I had had the week before, and tied it together with this story and a selection from Hebrews. It was amazing - it was exactly the thing needed - and He did it all - and I got to experience it all.