miss YOU

I just miss You.
My heart aches for you every morning when I wake up
I ask 'will this be the day?'
I cry out your name 'Jesus' as I open my eyes
That is all I have left to pray.

All day long I move without purpose.
I don't know what I am supposed to do
I look and seek
I find that nothing satisfies.

I want to love but feel too lifeless to give
I want to rejoice but feel too sad
I want to cry but tears do not come
I want to sing but my voice breaks.

By evening I am exhausted and spent
I fall onto my bed having wasted the day
I hurt from not hearing
I hurt from not being near.

I just miss You.
But all I feel is
wait
wait
wait.