quiet

The Lord has been very quiet. I can not hear His voice. I cannot feel His presence.

Yet I can see Him sustaining me.
I am not filled with fear, or anxiety. I am not worrying over the crappy school my kids have to attend, or when the school I want them in, will be open. Or the many dinners and new people I have to meet. Or even all the new of finding doctors, new routine, or making friends. I feel like I am flowing in a stream and just going with it. It is a lot of change and normally I would be a mess of depression, but His hand is on me.

This past Monday marked a new era for me ... my kids are all in school ... my youngest is in kindergarten. So my days are free ... and since there is so much that is new, and soon we will be looking for a new house and have to move again - we decided that whatever work I am to do in the future will wait until we are more settled. BUT that leaves my days very free.

I feel like I want to use this time wisely and spend a lot of time in quiet. Spend it in prayer and listening.  I don't know what the Lord has in store for me ... but I keep getting reminders from good friends who ARE hearing from the Lord that He has me ... and good things are coming!